Tuesday, December 28, 2010

Psalm 19

My heart needed to be calmed down tonight, so after some journaling and prayers, I turned to my Psalm chapter for the day. Psalm 19.

Beginning with the end…v 14.
”May the words of my mouth and the meditations of my heart be pleasing in your sight, O Lord, my Rock and my Redeemer.”
What am I meditating on?!

What I should be meditating on is what the previous 13 verses explain…It starts out…

”The heavens declare the glory of God; the skies proclaim the work of his hands. Day after day they pour forth speech; night after night they display knowledge. There is no speech or language where their voice is not heard. Their voice goes out into all the earth, their words to the ends of the world. In the heavens he has pitched a tent for the sun, which is like a bridegroom coming forth from his pavilion, like a champion rejoicing to run his course. It rises at one end of the heavens and makes it circuit to the other; nothing is hidden from its heat…”

and it goes on even more…(which I love definitions, so I looked up the definitions to these words, and if you substitute the definition for the word, at least for me, it helps put things into a better perspective and understanding of what it is saying)

“The law (rules of conduct established by the authority of a nation) of the LORD is perfect, reviving the soul. The statutes (rules) of the LORD are trustworthy, making wise the simple. The precepts (rules of moral conduct) of the LORD are right, giving joy to the heart. The commands (orders) of the LORD are radiant, giving light to the eyes. The fear (awe) of the LORD is pure, enduring forever. The ordinances (regulations) of the LORD are sure and altogether righteous. They are more precious than gold, than much pure gold, they are sweeter than honey, than honey from the comb. By them is your servant warned; in keeping them there is great reward….”

 

I believe, the Psalms speak for themselves. What should I be meditating on? God. Father. Son. Holy Spirit. His Glory. How nature screams His name. His law, statue, precepts, commands, fearing Him, and His ordinances…

“May the words of my mouth and the meditation of my heart be pleasing in your sight O Lord, my Rock and my Redeemer.”

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

God’s Blessings

Yesterday I realized how much of a testimony, God’s Provision is in my life. I have sooooooo many stories of how God has come through and provided my needs, in every area of my life. It just amazes me that I never have had to worry about a thing(and yet I still do at times, but God ALWAYS comes through). I am just blown away by God and His love and provision for me, and the things that I do and am involved in and the provision in those things! incredible!

Just wanted to share.
”Do not be anxious about anything, but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God.  And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus. “ Philippians 4:6-7

Saturday, December 4, 2010

Holy, Holy, Holy is the LORD God Almighty

How often do we prepare, or consecrate ourselves for God?

“Then the LORD said to Moses, “Go to the people and consecrate them today and tomorrow, and let them wash their clothes. And let them be ready for the third day. For on the third day the LORD will come down upon Mount Sinai in the sight of all the people. You shall set bounds for the people all around, saying, ‘Take heed to yourselves that you do not go up to the mountain or touch its base. Whoever touches the mountain shall surely be put to death. Not a hand shall touch him, but he shall surely be stoned or shot with an arrow; whether man or beast, he shall not live.’ When the trumpet sounds long, they shall come near the mountain.”
So Moses went down from the mountain to the people and sanctified the people, and they washed their clothes. And he said to the people, “Be ready for the third day; do not come near your wives.”
Exodus 19:10-15

We have the Holy Spirit living inside of us, so granted we always have the presence of God. But are we daily consecrating (devoting…) ourselves and preparing so we are ready for God? to serve god?
So often I think I forget about how God, is a HOLY God. In Exodus 19 verse 5 God gives limits to Moses on where the Israelites can stand before He shows Himself. God is so Holy, that as His chosen people, they still cannot be a certain distance from Him. Granted, now a days, Jesus has justified us, therefore we can be with God 24/7 and are. But there are still limitations, because of our human bodies and our sinful nature. Am I daily preparing emotionally, spiritually, physically to be with God? To spend time with Him, to expect answers and acts from Him in a day? If I am honest, the majority of times, I am not.

Do I treat my God, as He truly is…which is Holy? Sometimes yes, majority no.
Or do I treat my God, as just another person in my life? Majority yes, sometimes no.

My heart’s desire is to live to please my God, my Savior, my Guide. To daily recognize Him as HOLY. I want to live a life worthy to be called His child, of which I am one, by His grace and love. I desire the Father, Son and Holy Spirit to receive from me the praise, honor, respect, glory…due to His name and His character and His Holiness. He deserves every single ounce of me, yet all to often I fall short. I ask for forgiveness for falling short all to often, but I am eternally grateful for the grace, mercy and love that Jesus has poured into and over my life. Each day, may I take time to recognize the truth of who you are God.
(which shows me the truth of who I am.)

And God came as a cloud of fire. And one of my favorite scripture later on in Exodus(33 i believe)…God is so Holy that He could not even show His face…yet His love protects us from how Holy He is!
This….is what makes me revere my LORD!

Thursday, December 2, 2010

Don’t let your heart be troubled.

I tend to let responsibility overwhelm me……a lot. I have such an independent spirit that I just don’t like to be tied down to certain things and when I am, bring on the overwhelming feeling! But I just need to remember that responsibility is a privilege…especially responsibility for the LORD. And remember that the LORD always works everything out, and goes before me and is with me. THANK YOU JESUS! is all I have to say!

I was reading today in Exodus 17 (which Exodus is my favorite, I just love Moses so much)…but Exodus 17 is when the Israelites are complaining to Moses about being thirsty and not having water. The NKJV says that they were “contending with Moses”…..i looked up the word contending and it means to argue or to fight. So they were fighting with Moses on this issue of not having water (which they tend to complain a lot about not having things…) and then it goes on to say that they were tempting the LORD. I found this rather interesting….that by fighting with Moses on the issue of (ultimately) God’s Provision (which He had promised to be with the Israelites and to deliver them) they had been tempting the LORD...This is HUGE deal! and it made me think, does this mean for us today, that by us “contending” with the promises of God that we ourselves are tempting the Lord? Tempting the Lord to what, I am not sure…I am no theologian…but i just that passage so interesting and its just sparked a lot of thoughts in my head.

And yet the Israelites continually complain when they don’t have what they think they need at a certain time…

God knows our needs, and at just the right time He WILL provide for His children. and I am very thankful that God does not just provide physically, but spiritually and emotionally and any other way you can think of!

Romans 8:28 "And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose."

Saturday, November 27, 2010

Psalm 8

"O LORD, our Lord,
how majestic is your name in all the earth!

You have set your glory
above the heavens.
From the lips of children and infants
you have ordained praise[b]
because of your enemies,
to silence the foe and the avenger.

When I consider your heavens,
the work of your fingers,
the moon and the stars,
which you have set in place,
what is man that you are mindful of him,
the son of man that you care for him?
You made him a little lower than the heavenly beings[c]
and crowned him with glory and honor.

You made him ruler over the works of your hands;
you put everything under his feet:
all flocks and herds,
and the beasts of the field,
the birds of the air,
and the fish of the sea,
all that swim the paths of the seas.

O LORD, our Lord,
how majestic is your name in all the earth!"

I absolutely love this Psalm. What i love the most about it, is verse 2. He has ordained the praise (or strength in other versions) of children and infants because of his enemies to silence the foe and the avenger! This is amazing to me! When I think of children and infants, i think of purity and absolute faith and innocense. I want to have that childlike faith and purity. I love that God has ordained strength and praise from the lips of children...to silence His foes. This is a powerful majesty of God.

A Willing Heart + Prayer = Opened Eyes

“…we can have faith that when God commands us to do something, He will provide what we need to carry out his command.” Daily Inspiration Devotional

“By His divine power, God has given us everything we need for living a godly life.” 2 Peter 1:3

As I was doing my devotions this morning, I was reminded at how meaningful and dominant God’s Provision in my life has been this past year and how utterly grateful I am for it. His financial provision in my life has been a huge blessing: with no job, each month I have enough to pay the bills and still have some to save and to be enjoy. With a horse accident, only having to pay $1,000 out of $30-$32,000 of hospital bills. His spiritual provision in blessing me with every spiritual blessing (ephesians 1:3) and putting people in my life who can speak truth into me and who I can go to when I have questions. His emotional provision through strengthening my current relationships and bringing aboard and continuing to bring aboard new ones….
And my list could go on.

But what sticks out in my mind and heart the most, is how in a leadership role, or in your giftings/talents, desires, God provides all you need. He gives you strength, He gives you finances, He gives you people to help you…and so on. I keep thinking about God’s Closet and how God has given me this vision to help the poor and I am actually attempting at doing it. And each time, He somehow lets me know what to do, He has equipped me and continues to equip me. I often question myself, or ask God, ‘why me? i don’t know what I am doing…’ but He has chosen me. And so far, its all worked! It is all a learning and growing experience.

I have also realized, that in God’s provision, there must be a willing heart…a giving heart. We must be willing to lose everything, in order for God to provide us with our needs. We must be willing to sacrifice ourselves, our time, our wants…We must be willing to give back to God what He has given to us (gifts, talents, finances…etc). And with all of this, we must be grateful.

I am just blown away by God’s constant Provision in my life. And realizing that He does equip me, I have no need to worry or to question ‘why me.’ God knows what He is doing with me. I just need to be willing, grateful and obedient. And to GIVE back.

“…but when you give what you can-even if it’s only a little-He has the power to turn it into something great. Whether we offer him our time, our ability, or some other resource, He takes it and multiplies its effectiveness beyond anything we could have imagined. Give what you can to God. He will show you how he can use you when you have a willing heart.” Daily Devotions

“God is the one who provides seed for the farmer and then bread to eat. In the same way, He will provide and increase your resources and then produce a great harvest of generosity in you.” 2 Corinthians 9:10

Thursday, November 25, 2010

Thanksgiving Devotions

I just now read my devotions for today and I wanted to share them because I really like them, and we can always be reminded to be thankful.

1 Thessalonians 5:18
”Be thankful in all circumstances, for this is God’s will for you who belong to Christ Jesus.”

One of the best ways to experience God is to notice and appreciate all the so-called little things around you. Often it is when you turn your focus outward that you see many things for which to be thankful. Instead of saying ‘I wish’ try saying, ‘I’m thankful.’ Cultivate an appreciative heart by giving thanks regularly, consistently, and spontaneously. Doing so helps to drive away thoughts of the disappointments that blind you to God’s gifts in the here and now. Every moment is an opportunity to see evidence of God’s provision and presence.

“Give thanks to the Lord, for he is good! His faithful love endures forever.” 1 Chronicles 16:34

A broken heart on Thanksgiving

Today on my drive out to my aunt's house for Thanksgiving lunch, I was looking forward to all of the food that I would be able to eat!! All of a sudden, my heart sank. I was reminded of all the poor, starving children and adults in this world. And here I was, thinking of stuffing myself...
I felt sick.

Thanksgiving is a huge American holiday that we all use as an excuse to over eat and it be okay. This is a sickening act. My new goal and conviction for my own life, is to get away from that. Today, I prayed for the poor. I did not eat as much as I normally would, I did not stuff myself. And in the future years, I plan to serve in someway, whether that be going to a homeless shelter, or inviting someone who is not able to have a big get together with lots of food...someway, because I don't want to be selfish with the abundance of what God has blessed me with.

So each day, and each Holiday, especially Thanksgiving, allow yourself to be humbled, and to think of others and maybe even sacrifice a little.
I learned this today.

God keeps stretching my heart out for the poor.

In honor of Thanksgiving, a few things I am thankful for:
My family, friends, OTW family, Jesus dieing on the cross for me to save me, Sanctification, Grace, God's unending love, the presence of the Holy Spirit, God's unending provision (financially, spiritually, emotionally), a warm house, a comfortable bed, enough food, a working car to drive, laughter, light...

Psalm 34:1
May I always be praising you Lord.

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

Caring for those in need

I love when you are praying about something and you go to do your devotions and they are basically about what you were praying for/about! I love how God works that way sometimes!

So these are the verses I read this morning…

“When you reap the harvest of your land, do not reap to the very edges of your field or gather gleanings of your harvest. Do not go over your vineyard a second time or pick up the grapes that have fallen. Leave them for the poor and the alien. I am the Lord your God.”     Leviticus 19:9-10

“Give freely and become more wealthy, be stringy and lose everything. The generous will prosper; those who refresh others will themselves be refreshed.”   Proverbs 11:24-25

I was praying this morning for my heart’s desire to provide for those who are in need, to be an encouragement to them and just to love them. And then I read these verses and was just really encouraged. We are told in the Bible to look after and provide for the widow and the orphan, the poor and the oppressed.
Just yesterday us girls were talking about being a servant. and how selfless it is and sometimes is quite hard to do. But how rewarding it is to be a servant. We need to be willing to serve the Lord by serving the poor and needy, providing for their needs. God has blessed so many of us with our own needs (physically, emotionally and spiritually), that when we are in abundance, we are to share our abundance.

This is my heart. I was just rather encouraged and excited about those verses today and my prayer! Thank you Lord! May we all have servant hearts and refresh those we come in contact with.

Thursday, November 11, 2010

God's Omnipresence

There are so many things in my journal, in my heart, in my head that I could choose to blog about right now, but the one thing that is resonating the most with me, is the Omnipresence of God.

John 16:7
'Nevertheless I tell you the truth. It is to your advantage that I go away; for if I do not go away, the Helper will not come to you; but if I depart, I will send Him to you."

My Pastor preached on this passage on Sunday. Why was it to the disciples (and to ours) advantage that Jesus left them? Jesus was with them all the time, was there to lead them, guide them, speak truth to them, discipline them, laugh with them, walk with them, run with them, rest with them...was there for it all. Now He was leaving...Jesus could not stay. He had a purpose to fulfill. The Love Jesus had(has)in His heart for God's children, is so strong that He limited Himself. (Philippians 2:5-10) Jesus is fully God. Yet He limited Himself to a human body, to bring about Salvation and Redemption to us all. I am not quite sure how to portray my heart's outbursts of joy, appreciation, respect, reverence, and love for Jesus...but just know that this is a HUGE deal! Jesus had to die, He chose to die, and with becoming a man, He could not be everywhere, everytime, with everyone. He was limited.

In this passage, He is talking about the promise of the Holy Spirit. Now the Holy Spirit, is with us all, all the time, everywhere. Jesus also had to leave, so that the Holy Spirit could come be our guide, our leader, our truth speaker, our comfort...all that Jesus was and is. As a man, Jesus could not do that for all of us. The Holy Spirit can.

This truth is just now hitting me, after all these years of knowing about the Omnipresence of God. It is becoming real to me.
It is also real to me in the sense, that I struggle. Satan temps me every now and them with old ways of thinking, old strongholds...but the truth is, The Holy Spirit is with me, empowering me, leading me...so He can whisper in my ear in the midst of temptation about who I am in Christ, and I can choose to listen or to ignore. I can choose to be victorious because Jesus has won, or I can choose to allow myself to be defeated. But how can I allow myself to be defeated when I have the Holy Spirit of God living and working inside of me!? This is one thing I forget all too often. It's frustrating, but I find comfort in the truth that the Holy Spirit is with me. I am always spending time with Him, wherever I am, whatever I am doing. I can always talk to Him, ask Him for help, and receive. I have no reason to fear, for God is with me! I have no reason to live defeated or ashamed or discouraged, cuz Jesus has won the victory!

It's been a good week!
God is good!

"However, when He, the Spirit of truth, has come, He will guide you into all truth; for He will not speak on His own authority, but whatever He hears He will speak; and He will tell you things to come."
John 16:13

Remain in the Love of Christ. (John 15)

Friday, November 5, 2010

Worship

So recently God has been showing me and bringing up a lot about worship.
Worship is a passion of mine, a huge desire of my heart. To become a worshipper that is described in John 4:23. This past week at bible study with our girls we talked about worship. it was awesome discussion just on what being a worshipper looks like, and on dedicating certain gifts and abilities God has given us back to Him. This is one thing I was challenged on, and that I did and that I need to continue to remember and to do.

One thing that I feel God wants from me and is asking of me, is to become unhindered. Im realizing that there are still strongholds in my life. And i think that these strongholds are what hinder me in worship. not just in worship as a music/singing setting, but in life...living unhindered, but especially in the music/singing area cuz thats my passion.

God desires all of us. He doesn't desire just worship, but worshippers. I long to be a worshipper. To be fixated upon Him, and to glorify Him with my voice, words, and musicianship. It's just a matter of growth and the process of becoming unhindered. I learned the other night that it will be painful, but in the end, there is victory with Christ and it will totally be worth it.

Revelations 4 and 5 have been a huge encouragement to me this past while. Just the picture of perfect worship. and this morning i read Revelation 21 and was just so in awe and excited for the perfectness and the NEWNESS. Pure worship. My heart desires that and longs for that. and is my prayer for on this earth to worship as pure as I can in the name and power of Jesus Christ!

Thursday, October 28, 2010

Back at It

so i have not blogged for a really long time. and i want to get back into it. because one of my heart's desire is to share life via writing.
This past while God has been teaching me A LOT! its kinda hard to take it all in cuz it seems to be so much, so its a shock i haven't been blogging about it all. But the thing I want to share right now is this:
Pursue the passions God has given you. He has equipped each of us with gifts and talents and heart to serve Him to the best of our ability. So don't spread yourself thin. Follow through with all the advice and commands given you from God. Don't ignore Him or get to busy to even hear Him or see Him. Enjoy God. and be confident in your God!

I was inspired by David the boy today...so I will leave you with this:

1 Samuel 17:45-48
"David said to the Philistine, 'You come against me with sword and spear and javelin, but I come against you in the name of the Lord Almighty, the God of the armies of Israel, whom you have defied. This day the Lord will hand you over to me, and I'll strike you down and cut off your head. Today I will give the carcasses of the Philistine army to the birds of the air and the beasts of the earth, and the whole world will know that there is a God in Israel. All those gathered here will know that it is not by sword or sprear that the Lord saves; for the battle is the Lord's, and he will give all of you into our hands..."
David has been equipped by the Lord. As a Shepherd he was prepared, he had killed a lion and a bear to save the sheep, and he has full assurance in His God! Do we have full assurance and confidence in God and in all He has equipped us in?!

Sunday, October 3, 2010

Understanding

1 John 5:20
"We know also that the Son of God has come and has given us understanding, so that we may know him who is true. And we are in him who is true-even in his Son Jesus Christ. He is the true God and eternal life."

So recently God has been kinda given me the realization of how important UNDERSTANDING is. Especially the understanding between people in relationships. I believe that understanding is one of the main foundations under God that holds a relationship together. If there is no understanding between two people, there is dissenion until there is an understanding. So it's majorly important. In my eyes at least. so I've been realizing this, and then the other day I read this verse.
and this is what I wrote in my journal concerning it...(i dunno if i took it correctly or not but I really felt God kinda opened my eyes to this and was rather excited!)

"God has given us understanding..so that we can know Him...the true one! Understanding is for the sole purpose of knowing God more and better. Even in relationships. All understandinng is to know Jesus. So when we are understanding, we are knowing Jesus and showing Jesus...
With understanding in relationships, there is love, no matter what, and that is Truth. That is Jesus. All understanding, all love, all relationships are from God and for God. Understanding is to know the True One. So when we have it, we can know the true one and thats why in relationships, when there is understanding between persons the relationship is so much better cuz it is based on Truth and we are being Jesus, knowing Jesus and loving Jesus."

I hope this makes sense. My mind sometimes likes to make things complicated. But im really excited about this realization of how important understanding is...in every aspect of our lives! with God, with relationships.
I just think its so cool...we have understanding so that we can know Him who is True. May we remember that. and in our relationships...may we have understanding...may we put Jesus in them!

Wednesday, September 29, 2010

Why we do, what we do.

As believers are we supposed to be involved in things that we are not passionate about?

I was thinking and talking through this yesterday. How often do I do things out of obligation? Or, how often do I do things or agree to things without really thinking about them, really seeing if that is where my heart is? I think that i actually do things quite often our of obligation, and i totally believe that is wrong.
I do believe that there are times when we need to ask God for a desire to do something...I just think that it ultimately comes down to our motives behind why we agree to something.

If we are agreeing to committ to something, simply because we feel that, that is what people expect of us, that we are supposed to, cuz we want to please people....no, can't do it, sorry. The motives are not pure. The attitude is not right. Why committ to something that your heart is not into, that your not even the least bit passionate about, or desiring?
We have passions and desires for a reason. So if we just do things that don't lead us into those passions, where we are able to use those passions...why?
But i do think we need to do things that sometimes we may not feel like doing...because God can most definately use that and even maybe bring to light a desire we didn't realize we had.


We are all wired differently. With different passions and desires. We complete the body of Christ, with all of our different passions, gifts, talents, desires...So just because someone may have a different passion or desire than you, does not make either of you in the wrong, or one better than the other. Just means you are different, unique, your own person created by God for God.

And just because someone expects you to do something, that you may not feel passionate about at all, does not make it okay to get involved.
(In my opinion)



"All a man's ways seem innocent to him, but motives are weighed by the LORD."
Proverbs 16:2

So what are you passionate about? Where is your heart?
Ultimately, may the things of God and God Himself, be your main desire and passion.

Psalm 40:8
"I desire to do your will, O my God; your law is within my heart."

Thursday, September 16, 2010

sometimes you just dont want to go through with life, all the demands. the pressures. the lists of things to do. the people to please...the emotions, the wrong doings, the sin, overwhemlingness, the doubts and questions. the searching for what and where you are supposed to be at and to be doing, the expectations we receive and that we place on others...etc...it eventually catches up to u. catches up to everyone in different ways.

we dont rely enough on God. we are too prideful. we dont make enough time for God. we dont want to go through what we find hard, stressful...we dont want to endure or to perservere in any and every circumstance. we live as if our situations are bigger than God. we have a skewed view of who our God really is and how big He is and how much He actually loves us and what He does for us daily.

We just need to take the time to let Him woo us. to let Him quiet our hearts, to give us a peace that passes all understanding. To give us patience when we just want to more forward in life. to give us endurance in those momennts we just want to go away. to give us relief when we are overwhelmed. and amidst it all, to be our JOY.
Our Everything.

Romans 5:3-5
"Not only so, but we also rejoice in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance; perseverance, character; and character, hope. And hope does not disappoint us, because God has poured out his love into our hearts by the Holy Spirit, whom he has given us."

Sunday, September 12, 2010

The Case For Jesus

"one who has become a priest not on the basis of a regulation as to his ancestry but on the basis of the POWER of an INDESTRUCTIBLE LIFE." Hebrews 7:16

I read this today, and got super excited. I fell in love with my God again. Which I am realizing is the reoccuring theme to my life, falling in love with my Creator.
The context is talking about this Melchizedek dude, who was a priest, and how the priests came from the tribe of Levi but he wasnt, he was special and i believe the Jews were putting this preist dude above other priests and even Jesus. i could be wrong, but thats what Im getting. But its saying how the old regulation to be a priest was based on their ancestry, what tribe they were from. where Jesus, who is the ultimate priest, his basis for priesthood isnt based on his ancestry, but on the POWER OF AN INDESTRUCTIBLE LIFE! i love it. THAT is my Savior!! indestructible!


"Such a high priest meets our need--one who is holy, blameless, pure, set apart from sinners, exalted above the heavens. Unlike the other high priests, he does not need to offer sacrifices day after day, first for his own sins, then for the sins of the people. He sacrificed for their sins once for all when he offered himself. For the law appoints as high priests men who are weak; but the oath, which came after law, appointed the Son, who has been made perfect forever." Hebrews 8:26-28

Jesus is perfect.
Makes me smile and my heart leap!

Saturday, September 4, 2010

Refreshing Hearts

Philemon 7, 20
"Your love has given me great joy and encouragement, because you brother, have refreshed the hearts of the saints......I do wish brother, that I may have some benefit from you in the Lord; refresh my heart in Christ."


Refreshing hearts. It's not just a beautiful phrase or words, but its a beautiful truth and thought.
As i read this yesterday, i just had to ponder it. I love the thought of refreshing hearts, and having your heart refreshed. I know there have been many times where my heart has just been refreshed by others. and i was thinking about that, and on HOW a heart is refreshed, and for me, i think my heart is refreshed when I see people worship freely. when i hear people who are just totally in love with the Father and are so genuine, as well as just being able to talk with people and share your heart and then, either a prayer from that person or just a listening ear or an encouraging word(s).
and i love when Paul was talking to Philemon about how his Love...and how it has given him great joy and encouragement because of how he has refreshed the hearts of the saints.
refreshment of hearts, stems from Love. not just any love. but a Heavenly Love. a Godly Love. The Love of our Father, that is inside of us. The Love that we surrender to, that causes us to be selfless, to fix our eyes on things and people other than ourselves....
my heart has been refreshed before. i would love for it to continue to be refreshed. and i would love to refresh the hearts of others i come in contact with.

Tuesday, August 31, 2010

Ugly to Beautiful

We are an ugly people.
We sin. We judge. We fall. We say harsh words, we do harsh things. We forget. We lose sight of God. We don't know how to love. We choose sometimes not to love. We don't give people chances. We fail. We hurt. We hurt others. We hurt ourselves. We are fearful. We are merciless. We quarrel. We want revenge...

and so it goes on....

We are an ugly people. We will always be messing up, making mistakes, failing, until the return of Jesus Christ and we are with Him in eternity and in our new bodies, our sinless, heavenly bodies.


We really don't help each other. Majority of the time, we just dishearten people, we upset people, we hurt people without realizing we are doing it.

My heart is really sad right now. knowing that this world is full of sin, and that I have to live in it and amidst it and see what it does to people and witness it first hand as well as know that I at times have a part of all of the ugliness. It's also very frustrating, but mostly, sad.

But I just have to look to God. He sent His Son to die for this world. To die for me. To die for you. His Love is perfect. We are His beloved. He is all we need. He has made us pure, righteous, clean, holy. He has made us beautiful. Yet all to often, we forget that, because we are so caught up in ourselves and in the world. We just have to embrace Him. And everything that this world throws our way, take it with Him. In Him. In His strength, His Love, His might, His courage, His truth, His grace, His mercy. He is the judge. He Is Love.
Where is our vision? What is our perspective? What is the source of our reactions? Our words? Our emotions? God should be the center of everything in us. God should be who we fear, not people. God should be who we please, not people. God should be who we tell things to first. God should be our judge, not others. God should be our everything...
and so it goes on...

:) God makes us beautiful...(new creation)

"For he has rescued us from the dominion of darkness and brought us into the kingdom of the Son he loves, in whom we have redemption, the forgiveness of sins...He is before all things, and in Him all things hold together." Colossians 1:13-14,17

Monday, August 30, 2010

My God is Greater

We forget how awesome God is. How powerful He is. How might to save He is.

"Let us fix our eyes on Jesus, the author and perfector of our faith..."
Hebrews 12:2(a)

One thing I am learning and being reminded of...(from the book Crazy Love-took another look at the first few chapters...forgot how awesome it was and through God and His word...)is that God is the only one who can change people. God is the one in charge.
So often I think that what I do for people, my time I give them, even may words I say to them, or actions will help change them. But really, i do nothing for people. God is the one who does everything in and for a person. Sometimes He may use me as a tool, which is a huge privelage, but ultimately, God is the only being who impacts people.

Also a reality that is pretty awesome, is that no matter how much I love someone, God's love for them is even greater. Pureer. Stronger. Mightier. Which is incredible. Cuz sometimes i don't know what to do because my heart is so full of love. And to think that God's love is perfect...it blows me away!

So i guess i challenge you to be blown away by the Love of God. and to remember that you can't change people. God is in control. God is God. Let Him be God, and sometimes you just have to give people up to Him. Give yourself up to Him. Give things up to Him. Because we can't make any changes without Him. We need Him.


"Our God is greater. Our God is stronger. God you are higher than any other. Our God is Healer. Awesome is Power. Our God. Our God!" Chris Tomlin

Friday, August 27, 2010

When you fall in love, you give yourself.

I just want to encourage everyone to Fall In Love with God.
I am finding that the more I give myself to God, the more strength I have in Him and the more I fall in love with Him. As well as the more I fall in love and give myself, I want more of Him. I sit here. 115am. My average bedtime this week has been 2amish. give or take an hour or so later or earlier. It's because of God. Cuz I want to spend extra quality time with Him, outside of my 15-20 min devotions. I'm not sharing this to tell everyone to be like me. I am sharing this, because its on my heart and I am so excited about Jesus Christ and about giving more of myself to Him. I, a person who enjoys sleep waaay to much and most days, just wants to sleep...have not been wanting to go bed (now the mornings are a different story). And I, a person who usually needs a nap, who gets so tired come around 1-2pm....has been decently energetic than usual, not yawning as much as usual. I truly believe this is God. Could partly be still adjusting from Alaska time, but I do believe that God has a huge hand in it.

Granted, in the next week or so I will have many early mornings, so things will need to change. But for right now, I am enjoying the late nights/early mornings.

Time spent with God comes in many forms and ways. Blogging, Reading, Writing, Praying, Worshipping, Unwinding...
God is always there. Take time to notice Him. To pour your heart out to Him. To Honor Him with who you are and what you enjoy. Take time to be woo'd by Him. Take time to Learn...a lot and to grow!

Fall in Love. With the One who Created You. Who Designed You. Who takes delight in you. Who sent His Son for You. Who Died for You. Who Sacrificed for You. Who Forgave you. Who Redeemed you. Who is always with you. Who Strengthens you. Who protects you. Who Loves you with an extravagant love: the only true love there is.


"May our Lord Jesus Christ himself and God our Father, who loved us and by his grace gave us eternal encouragement and good hope, encourage your hearts and strengthen you in every good deed and word." 2 Thessalonians 2:16-17

Wednesday, August 25, 2010

The Beauty Within

As my first non-official assignment..this is my first article. I wrote it on my trip to Alaska.

The Beauty Within
When was the last time that you were in awe of the beauty of something? A rushing river, a mighty waterfall, a horse running through a field, someone smiling at you, someone holding the door open for an older lady, a book. There is beauty in our everyday lives. There is beauty inside of us.
So often I think that we are looking for beauty in the wrong direction. Or in fact, that we are looking for beauty and can’t seem to find it, yet beauty seems to find us!

Recently, I had the wonderful opportunity to travel to Alaska for two weeks. The purpose of the trip was to serve the Missionaries that serve there as well as to serve the local people. It was the trip of a lifetime for me.
The first week our team was in Anchorage. We arrived on a Friday, and that Sunday we did the church service at Mt. View Baptist. We had a worship team, and the leaders of the team preached. What is absolutely amazing with this church is that it is small. In the smallness, everyone there serves in some way and because it is in a poorer area, they open their doors every Sunday morning for their second service to the poor and homeless and serve them breakfast and give free specialty coffee drinks. Seeing this really touched my heart. To see a church so accepting, and conversing and getting to know people who usually may not feel comfortable to even step into a church is very encouraging and special! You could tell from the faces and conversations that they were all one family, the congregation and the others. It was beautiful.
The Pastor of the church and his family (the missionaries) living there are moving to a new house in September. There was a lot of renovation work to be done on the house, so the guys on the team were the major workers there! They were able to knock down a bunch of walls, take off old side paneling, move two sheds, do some electrical work, and one guy even took on the task of sanding down the ceiling by the kitchen to get off the ‘popcorn’ look and feel of it and make the ceiling flat. He was covered in white dust after that! I know that the couple was very blessed by the service of the guys for all their hard work that they put into that house. It’s such a beautiful thing when people are willing to go out of their way to help someone else, and to be obedient to do what is asked of them.
While the guys were working on the house all week, us girls and a few of the other guys were at the church (Mt. View Baptist) which is in the middle of one of the poorer areas of Anchorage and is also very diverse in culture. One of the first days there we were all able to help with the Food Bank, which is an incredible event. Some of the team was downstairs, where all the food was and they helped the people who came get the right amount of food for their families that they needed. The size of families ranged from one or two, all the way to seventeen. Others would help the people carry their groceries upstairs, to their car, some even to their houses a couple blocks down the road. And a few of us got to spend the time upstairs, just visiting with people as they waited their turn to go downstairs and shop. This was the favorite moment for the majority of the team. The beauty of meeting people who don’t take things for granted. These people’s stories were great: some were sick, some were tired, some were joyful, some were sad, and some were very thrilled to have somebody to talk to! We all got to meet wonderful people that day, and have fun and blessed conversations.
Another thing that we did in the church was a God’s Closet. One of the local bigger churches had collected a mound of clothes, so we sorted through them, and for two days in the sanctuary the church was open for those who were in need of some new clothes to come in and pick things out. A lot of the same people from the Food Bank were able to come which was great, to get to hang out and talk with them more and help them shop. Some people wanted to just look themselves; others wanted you to help them. My favorite part was this one little boy. He was about six years old, and came with his Grandma, Brother, and Mom. I helped him find some shirts and some pants. What was cute was that he kept telling me that he could fit something, when it was obvious that it was either too big or too small. He just wanted it, to have it. I also got to help him try on a couple pairs of shoes, he would get very excited when something fit, and even if it didn’t fit he was still excited and wanted to keep them! He was a proud older brother. My favorite thing about this kid though, was when a couple of us played with him. We encouraged him to try some jumps, and a tumble roll, and once he got comfortable he started showing off! Then he started running around with one of the girls, and the laugh of this little boy was probably the sweetest laugh I have ever heard. He was being a normal everyday kid, having fun. I feel like this wasn’t a normal event for him, which is what made it all the greater. There was also a local family of kids, who the oldest boy, about ten years old, made sure that all his brothers received something, but he didn’t take anything for himself. He was more concerned for his brothers. It was sad to see him not get anything for himself, and we tried to give him clothes, but his love and concern for his brothers was incredible to witness.
The Pastor of the church told us that you never know where these kids or people come from, what their family life is like and that you never know what they have to go through each day; especially in an area that is high on poverty, and can include some verbal and physical abuse, or kids having to grow up quicker than they should. Overall, with God’s Closet we helped 80-100 people find some clothes. This is where my heart is; seeing those who are in need, receive and be blessed. It’s a beautiful thing to see people’s faces light up, to see people pick through a pile of clothes, and to see teenager boys try on some Men’s dress suits and talking themselves up!
In the evenings of the first week, we also did Kid’s Club at the church. We fed the kids who came each evening, and then we did some fun songs with motions and did a lot of dancing with them. They all seemed to really get into the music and loved every second of it! We all thoroughly enjoyed ourselves as well. Then we had a bible story each night and a craft for the kids. This was a great time to get to know the kids a little more. What was cool was to see the change in them from the first night to the last. They were a lot more comfortable with us, and let us help them with crafts more. We were also told that they usually don’t get as into the songs as they did with us, so we took that as a great compliment! It was a huge blessing to sing and dance and talk with those kids. Kids are such beautiful beings, and so simple. I think it’s so important for them to stay simple, to stay kids, because I think this world makes them grow up way to quick sometimes with different circumstances. So it was beautiful to see them all be kids and have fun and hear the love of God!
Then the second week came along. We had to travel about two hours out of the city, to a camp called Victory Bible Camp. We stayed with a Pastor and his family who help out there and who also serve in many other ways in the community. There we did a lot more sight seeing and relaxation from a busy week of serving. But we also served at the camp. A Christian school had a retreat there that weekend, so Don and Travis got to speak to 250 high school students. We girls were asked the first night to go visit with one of the senior girl’s cabins. The reason we were asked was because there were a couple girls in that cabin whom the other girls seem to be intimidated by. So we went and talked about their dreams, and lives. Which it seemed to really help the girls who are solid and the ones who get intimidated a lot, so I consider that an encouragement to be able to just talk with all of them and encourage them. The second evening each class had a discussion time. We were this time asked to join the freshman girls. This was a great blessing. The discussion was on a call to love and I was really impressed with the girls hearts to love and the genuine knowledge they had on biblical love. They really seemed to grasp it.
Amidst all of the ministry, we were able to see a lot of Alaska. A few things we were able to do was have a camp out down by a river, drove along the coast, hike a mountain, walk on a glacier, go to a harbor town, see a black bear, see a dog get chased by a moose! Among all the fun, and beauty in God’s creation that we got to experience, we got to serve at the Bible Camp.

Looking back, this was probably the most remarkable trip I have been on so far. Alaska is the most beautiful place I have seen. I loved all the mountains, the glaciers, the rushing rivers, the trees, the forests, the beaches and just everything that you can see in God’s wonderful creation. It truly is God’s Country. Even though Alaska’s beauty is astounding, I really believe that people are what make a place. Looking back, this is true for this trip. The relationships made with the missionaries we stayed with and served, the unity that was brought to our team, the girls we got to talk to, the kids we got to laugh and dance with, the poor, homeless and broken people we got to serve, are what will stay close to my heart forever. God has made us relational people and I believe that the beauty of people is what our hearts hold onto.
Beauty can be found in anything. We cannot escape it. What is even more beautiful is when we take notice of the beauty that God surrounds us with, whether that is nature, words, or people. Beauty comes in all shapes, sizes, looks, and figures; so I encourage you reading this to keep an open eye. For you never know when beauty will find you.

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

Colossians 1:10-14

"And we pray this in order that you may live a life worthy of the Lord and may please him in every way; bearing fruit in every good work, growing in the knowledge of God, being strengthened with all power according to his glorious might so that you may have great endurance and patience, and joyfully giving thanks to the Father, who has qualified you to share in the inheritance of the saints in the kingdom of light.
For he has rescued us from the dominion of darkness and brought us into the kingdom of the Son he loves, in whom we have redemption the forgiveness of sins."
Colossians 1:10-14


There have been scripture that has been blowing my mind, that I keep thinking about. This is one of those passages that's been repeating in my mind. It is my prayer. For people. For myself.
I like the thought of endurance. and the fact that we have The Holy Spirit who gives us the strength of endurance! and the lsat couple of weeks I have been learning the importance of gratitude. We should always be giving thanks to God, the Father. It is an act of worship, you cant worship without being thankful.
And the last verse, i just love. Jesus Christ has rescued us from the dominion of darkess and brought us into the kingdom of God, redemption and forgiveness of sins! I love it. so much power in these words!
Thank you God, for giving me Jesus, Jesus, for dieing on the cross and redeeming me and forgiving me. Thank you Spirit for being my stength. and God just for qualifying me.
May we pray this each morning!

Untitled.

I wrote these lyrics on the plane to Anchorage, AK.

Proverbs 4:23
"Above all else, guard your heart for it is the wellspring of life."

Inspired by a friend of mine. Just want to encourage those of you who seek God, your efforts are recognized. God sees you, and when He grabs your heart, people can't help but notice. So let Him grab your heart, and hold onto Him. And never stop believing in the Truth that You are God's. No matter what the world and Satan tries to tell you. Be rooted in God.


'You've lived so long with misconceptions of who you are.
In and out of places, all trying to tell you what your about.
Trying to find the cure, for all the hurt and all the pain.
But lately things have changed...
Cuz God has grabbed your heart.

Your walking towards the Love that has defined who you truly are.
You are finding yourself at peace, in the comfort of God's open arms.
Your passions and desires are growing in one with His.
You are shining like the stars, cuz you believe that you are His.

All the lies and the fears have left you numb for far too long
But God has called you to redemption through His One and Only Son
The strength is inside of you, provided from Above
To help you move forward, and to live and fall in love.

I see you walking towards the Love that has defined who you truly are.
You are finding yourself at peace, in the comfort of God's open arms
Your passions and desires are growing in one with His.
You are shining like the stars, cuz you believe that you are His.

He has called you by your name
He has never left your side
He will continue to grab your heart
and to cleanse you from the inside
His beautiful child.

Monday, August 23, 2010

Servanthood

A lightbulb just went off in my head.
While in Alaska, I thought and prayed a lot about servanthood, and being a servant.
Then yesterday while reading a Max Lucado book, a chapter was about Jesus washing the disciples feet. This morning in church, the sermon was on John 13, Jesus washing the disciples feet. I was wondering if God was trying to tell me something, and it just hit me that I was praying about servanthood, and these passages come up 2 days in a row! This is exciting!

So John 13 says this...
"It was just before the Passover Feast. Jesus knew that the time had come for him to leave this world and go to the Father. Having loved his own who were in the world, he now showed them the full extent of his love.
The evening meal was being served, and the devil had already prompted Judas Iscariot, son of Simon, to betray Jesus. Jesus knew that the Father had put all things under his power, and that he had come from God and was returning to God; so he got up from the meal, took off his outer clothing, and wrapped a towel around his waist. After that, he poured water into a basin and began to wash his disciples' feet, drying them with the towel that was wrapped around him.

He came to Simon Peter, who said to him, "Lord, are you going to wash my feet?"
Jesus replied, "You do not realize now what I am doing, but later you will understand."
"No," said Peter, "you shall never wash my feet."
Jesus answered, "Unless I wash you, you have no part with me."
"Then, Lord," Simon Peter replied, "not just my feet but my hands and my head as well!"

Jesus answered, "A person who has had a bath needs only to wash his feet; his whole body is clean. And you are clean, though not every one of you." For he knew who was going to betray him, and that was why he said not every one was clean.

When he had finished washing their feet, he put on his clothes and returned to his place. "Do you understand what I have done for you?" he asked them. "You call me 'Teacher' and 'Lord,' and rightly so, for that is what I am. Now that I, your Lord and Teacher, have washed your feet, you also should wash one another's feet. I have set you an example that you should do as I have done for you. I tell you the truth, no servant is greater than his master, nor is a messenger greater than the one who sent him. Now that you know these things, you will be blessed if you do them."


I don't really have a whole lot to say. Simply that Jesus gives us the perfect example of servanthood and humbleness.
And one thing that was in the book and in my Pastor's sermon was about how Jesus even washed Judas' feet. He didn't leave him out and He knew that Judas was going to betray Him, yet he still washed his feet...that says something to us about being a servant and forgiving others and a huge lesson in humbling ourselves.

So my challenge is to pray to have the heart of a servant. To be like Jesus. to serve like Jesus.

Monday, August 2, 2010

Reflection

So I read this verse in Ephesians a couple days ago, and it just will not leave me alone. My mind keeps going back to it.

Ephesiansn 4:23
"to be made new in the attitude of your minds;"

The background of this verse is that Paul is talking to the church of Ephesus. Apparantly they must be following the ways of the Gentiles, in sin, because he mentions to them to no longer live as the Gentiles do, especially in their way of thinking because they have been darkened in their understanding and are ignorant in their lives of God and their hearts have been hardened. So Paul is telling Ephesus that they have been taught to put off their old ways. and that leads to verse 23.
to be made new in the attitude of your minds.


I think this verse sticks out to me most, because I have such a struggle with the mind. The mind is a powerful thing, and a lot of times its what shapes our attitude and our mood. The mind is also very susceptible to corruption, and its a constant fight and battle to let the Holy Spirit Reign over it, and to help you control it and to train your mind to believe and speak Truth over and over!
But each day, we should be renewing our attitudes. We should be checking out hearts, and letting the Spirit purify our minds so that we can have the mind of Christ, so that we can be pure in our attitudes and have an attitude that is honoring God. And I think the way that we are made new in our attitudes of our minds, is by daily getting into the Word of God, by praying for our attitudes, praying for the Spirit to reign over our mindset, and to purify our minds, to honor Him! To put off all the old ways of thinking, to be renewed!

Honor God with the attitude of your mind.

Friday, July 30, 2010

Encouragement

"Do not let any unwholesome talk come out of your mouths, but only what is helpful for building others up according to THEIR NEEDS that it may benefit those who listen."
Ephesians 4:29


As I was reading this morning, this was one of the 3 main verses that stuck out to me most this morning. Because my prayer a lot of times is for unity, I feel like encouragement comes right along with that. We need to be encouraging each other. And when we encourage, it should be for the person(s) you are encouring need. Encouragement has nothing to do with ourselves. It is simply for the other person, and it shows our love and care for others. I personally feel a call to help build people and with that comes encouragement, as the bible says. Granted, I may not always do well at this, but when I do it, it is a huge blessing. Knowing that I've been obedient and have lifted a brother or sister up with words (which i love!)
I also like in this verse, how speaking kindly to each other, can benefit others who are listening. There are always people watching/listening to us. Where how we treat those around us, is a HUGE witness to those watching, which is always.
I think that is something we tend to forget. We forget that people are watching, and I think we tend to treat people in a wrong way a lot of times, even if its all in fun. We need to be more encouraging, more building up of each other, as a witness, but as well for the people we are helping to build! Because thru Christ, we are all unified!


So pay attention to people's needs, and encourage them. And remember that how we treat people, how we speak, is a witness to others. I pray this for remembrance for myself especially, and this verse over myself, cuz I want to build people up and to be a good witness for Christ's Glory!

Thursday, July 29, 2010

Loving Others

You truly never know people until they open up to you and let you see them. It's not just this front, but they become vulnerable, they become real, with who they are in front of you. They let you in past the skin.
This is what a lot of us, are so afraid of relationally.
Yet this vulnerable stage and realness, is when you really start to fall in love with people.

So many people wear masks, or cover up hurts. We never know what someone is dealing with on the inside, until the opportunity has arisen for them to open up to you.
I write this because God just gave me this realization the other night.
We see people and just assume their life is perfect, but when you start getting to know them more, and they start opening up, you sometimes are shocked to hear what they deal with. And the more they open up to you, are real, are vulnerable, there is something beautiful in that (so we should not be afraid of it), and you just feel the love of Christ flow through you and you just want to be there and help and to encourage them.

1 Peter 4:8
"Above all, love each other deeply, because love covers over a multitude of sins."


So rememeber that there is so much more to a person than what you meet on the outside. And pray for the opportunity to fall in love with them and to see them the way that God sees and to walk life with them. Because we all need people to walk life with.

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

Ephesians 4:13

"...to prepare God's people for works of service, so that the body of Christ may be built up, until we all reach unity of faith and in the knowledge of the Son of God and become mature, attaining to the whole measure of the fullness of Christ."
Ephesians 4:12-13


So one thing that has always bothered me, is how as believers, we all serve the same God. Yet amongst believers, there are so many different interpretations of scripture, different beliefs that we all can discuss intensely over. It's just one thing that I cannot understand, but it happens and I am one to completely agree to disagree, and to live on with the relationships. it's good to have people who agree with you, but who also disagree with you, it brings some charachter to your life and also helps you know and believe more of what you actually believe and what you will stand up for.

There is still Love, in all of the disagreement. That is what I find the beautiful thing to be!

So when I read this verse this morning, it just made me excited for when Jesus returns, and the fact that we all reach a UNITY IN FAITH, in the KNOWLEDGE of Jesus and we will be able to attain the whole measure of the FULLNESS of Christ. this is completely mind-boggling to me! yet i love it so much!
I think the one thing that I pray for the most, is for unity among believers, communities, people. Possibly because I hate conflic, but also cuz I see so much unity in the Bible, it's talked about a lot, and i see so much LOVE when there is unity. and this is a Unity that is centered of Christ.
This unity in verse 13 is one totally focused on the complete fullness of Christ, all the knowledge, and all the faith, and we will all be unified and be able to attain it. I am looking forward to this unity.

Until then, I continue to pray for unity for all of us. For the Glory of God. To love everyone, no matter what, and to be unified with ALL believers. We are all different, we are all different for a reason, and we all have our own responsibilities and our own relationship with Jesus Christ. and We are all united in Christ!


"From Him (Jesus) the whole body (us), joined and held together by every supporting ligament, grows and builds itself up in love, as each part does its work." Eph 4:16

Monday, July 26, 2010

Power of God

God loves my mind.
I was reminded of this today when I was struggling to blog earlier. I was getting really frustrated, cuz my thoughts were everywhere, so I had to take a little break and God just reminded me that He loves my mind. He created it and is and will use it. Somedays,(ok, most days) it can be a mass chaos. But God loves it, and teaches me to control it and make sense of it by His Spirit.


So today, it would probably be appropriate to use the verse on how we have the mind of Christ in Philippians...which I find to be incredible. But from what I read today, and yesterday actually, this is what sticks out to me the most and that i love and feel like sharing!
It is a prayer from Ephesians 3. (verses 16-21)

"I pray that out of his glorious riches he may strengthen you with power through his Spirit in your inner being, so that Christ may dwell in your hearts through faith. And I pray that you, being rooted and established in love, may have power, along with all the saints, to grasp how wide and long and high and deep is the love of Christ, and to know this love that surpasses knowledge--that you may be filled to the measure of all the fullness of God.
Now to him who is able to do immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine, according to his power that is at work within us, to him be the glory in the church and in Christ Jesus throughout all generations, forever and ever! Amen."


I don't really know what else to say. Sometimes the Bible is too much for our minds to even try to describe it (at least for me anyways). Sometimes the Bible is quite self explanatory and leaves you speechless after because it just said all you need and all that you wanted to share with people, and it just blesses your heart and even can put your mind at ease!

That is the power of God! That is the love of God.

Saturday, July 24, 2010

Challenges & Blessings

I love travel. I feel like travel allows you to see and hear so much more than you normally would by just living at home all the time. And i think you receive so much more blessing as well, because your eyes are more open. The problem is, when we return back to normalcy, a lot of times we get back into routine, and forget and lose sight of what traveling did for us. but thats where we need to make decisions and be determined to let the Holy Spirit change us, remind us, keep our eyes open. Decide to remain in training, to keep on being challenged and being accountable to what you decide with someone else. And to learn discipline.


1 Timothy 4:7-8
"But reject profane and old wives’ fables, and exercise yourself toward godliness. For bodily exercise profits a little, but godliness is profitable for all things, having promise of the life that now is and of that which is to come."

Ive been challenged this week, on my lack of true discipline in my life. i like to think that I am quite disciplined, but in all reality, im lazy. i gotta face it. and this scripture talks about training or exercising yourself toward godliness...if u know me...u know i HATE exercise...like...i will usually try to do as much as i can to get out of it...then i feel guilty and sometimes end up doing at least a lil. or i try to take the easy way out of exercise and cheat on a 10 min video and only do bout 5 min...oops! but the bible tells us to exercise ourselves toward godliness.
for me, that looks like more prayer time. more time with my Jesus. more time in the word. more time learning and embracing and definately disciplining myself in things that I feel God wants me to learn, to pursue, (music for instance..possibly writing..building relationships...encouraging people...ministry) and most importantly HIM. and all that He has for me, i need to be more disciplined to learn and from that learning and time spent with God, to be obedient and to act. and to walk in His Truth constantly.
to not live lazily...aka..defeated.

so i guess im just feeling a lot of challenges right now for myself. esp in godliness, but also musically, relationally and even physically.
May the Lord help me, cuz He knows I need His Holy Strength!

The Joy of the Lord is my Strength. He is my Prize. For His Honor and His Glory, not mine.
Amen!

Saturday, July 17, 2010

Been a While

So its been a while since I have blogged! Oop...i wont make up excuses.
But Im not even goin to try to make up for all the lost time...I will just start new.

There is so many things I want to share...i dont know how to choose. A lot of things are on my heart at the moment. Like the mercy and grace of Christ. (spoken of in Ephesians 2). I often feel like this world makes it seem like it is not okay for us humans to make mistakes. I often dont see mercy and grace from people. I often feel like if mistakes are made, its the end of something. But this is not truth. and I want to give mercy and grace, like Christ has given me mercy and grace. I want to focus on His mercy and grace. I want Christ to be greater in my life. To Reign. and to be my Everything. My ABOVE ALL...I want to live not for my gain, but for His glory. (Phil 3:7)

This psalm really touched my heart tonight, so I will share it. and Hopefully it will touch your heart too.

Psalm 25
"To you, O Lord, I lift up my soul; in you I trust, O my God. Do not let me be put to shame, nor let my enemies triumph over me, No one whose hope is in you will ever be put to shame, but they will be put to shame who are treacherous without excuse.

Show me your ways, O Lord, teach me your paths; guide me in your truth and teach me, for you are God my Savior, and my hope is in you ALL DAY LONG.
Remember, O Lord, your great mercy and love, for they are from of old.
Remember not my sins of my youth and my rebellious ways; according to your love remember me, for you are good, O Lord.

Good and upright is the Lord; therefore he instructs sinners in his ways. He guides the humble in what is right and teaches them his way. All the ways of the Lord are loving and faithful for those who keep the demands of his covenant.
For the sake of your name, O Lord, forgive my iniquity, though it is great.
Who, then, is the man that fears the Lord? He will instruct him in the way chosen for him. He will spend his days in prosperity, and his descendants will inherit the land.

The Lord confides in those who fear him; he makes his covenant known to them. My eyes are ever on the Lord, for only he will release my feet from the snare.

Turn to me and be graciosu to me, for I am lonely and afflicted. The troubles of my heart have multiplied; free me from my anguish. Look upon my affliction and my distress and take away all my sins. See how my enemies have increased and how fiercley they hate me!

Guard my life and rescue me; let me not be put to shame, for I take refuge in you.
May integrity and uprightness protect me, because my hope is in you.

Redeem Israel, O God, from all their troubles!"

Remember, Our God is Greater.

Sunday, June 20, 2010

1 Corinthians 9:26-27

"Therefore I do not run like a man running aimlessly; I do not fight like a man beating the air. no, i beat my body and make it my slave so that after I have preached to others, I myself will not be disqualified for the prize."
1 Corinthians 9:26-27


This is from the passage about running the race, and receiving a crown, prize. I love verse 26, cuz it just speaks to my heart and challenges me. So often i think I don't run in the right direction, or with purpose at times. I need to run towards God, and i need to run with fervor, and purpose--not aimlessly. and when fighting temptation and the evil of the world, i need to fight with all that I am and rely on the Holy Spirit. and not fight the air...i need to learn to fight. cuz its something i donnt think that i really know how. We need to give so much more of ourselves to God. and to life. we don't put enough effort forth. our focus is ourselves and what we want, but what we want...is to be lazy and for ppl to fight FOR us.
We have to make an effort, more effort. and im preaching to myself mainly. I don't want to be disqualified for the prize in the end. I want to live this life with all I am, for Jesus. for my prize. He is my strength, my motivation, the one who has and is fighting for me. So run fervantly (i really like that word).

Psalm 130:6

"My soul waits for the Lord, more than watchmen wait for the morning, more than watchmen wait for the morning."
Psalm 130:6

So I just realized that, this verse repeats itself.
But i read this, and I just thought to myself, how often does my soul REALLY and i mean really wait on the Lord? watchmen...its their job to watch and to wait...
so we should be waiting on the Lord more than the watchmen do their job, more than they wait for the morning.
Are we waiting on the Lord to answer? to rescue us? to replenish us? to revive us? ....etc.


Wait on the Lord.

Thursday, June 17, 2010

Psalm 111:2-3

"The works of the LORD are great,
Studied by all who have pleasure in them.
His work is honorable and glorious,
And His righteousness endures forever."
Psalm 111:2-3


We should be studying the works of God. especially in our own personal lives. We should take more time to be aware and to look and see all that God is doing and has done in our lives. each and every day. cuz HE is always doing something. Evenn when things are tough and hard, that shows He is doing something inside of you and He can even still work through you in those times, which amazes me. I sometimes feel like, when life is hard, and im struggling, I can't be joyful, I can't opposite of this "hardness" in life...which I know that to be a lie..but sometimes you just cant shake it. But jsut cuz life is hard and you have things to work through, you can still shine. which is amazing to me! God's work is honorable and glorious...well said !!
So may our eyes be opened to see all that God is doing and may be thank Him and honor Him for it. Guarantee our hearts and attitude will be encouraged and lifted up!

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

Emily Byler is the joy of my heart.

"There is no fear in love. But perfect love drives out fear, because fear has to do with punishment. The one who fears is not made perfect in love."
1 John 4:18


I dont know what to say...except BAM. I am realizing that the majority of my life, is lived in fear....i dunno what else to say.
Some verses just do that to you.

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

1 Corinthians 6:15, 19-20

"Do you not know that your bodies are members of Christ himself?...
Do you not know that your body is a temple of the Holy Spirit, who is in you, whom you have received from God? You are not your own; you were bought at a price. Therefore honor God with your body."
1 Corinthians 6:15a, 19-20


My favorite part of these verses, is "YOU ARE NOT YOUR OWN..." I often forget, that I was bought at a price and that I am not my own. All to often I find myself focusing on myself...which i absolutely hate. cuz it affects relationships, and ministry and life in general.
But I love the idea and FACT that our bodies are a member of CHRIST the person. We are united with Him, and one with His spirit. The Holy Spirit. This is something that my mind just can't comprehend, or cant wrap its fingers around (which is pry a good thing). But it is an incredible truth, and I am very thankful for it. Because otherwise, I would have no strength, no abilities in life really...so I am very thankful for God giving me the Holy Spirit. I just need to remember and recoginze Him more in my everyday life, and honor God with my body, becasue it is a temple. With what I say, with what I eat, with what I allow into my mind/stomach/mouth...etc.
It's a huge responsibility, being the home of the same Spirit that comforted Jesus and gave Him strength.
Do we realize this?! Do we LIVE in step with Him? Do we honor Him?

Beginnings

This isn't a part of my daily blog..but I just really felt like sharing this, because its on my heart and today ive been thinking about it a lot.

Beginnings.
In my mind, what I tend to do, is when things get tough, i think/feel like it is the end of the world. But what I think I am learning...or trying to learn i guess...is that it is not the end of the world, in fact, it is a beginning. There are new beginnings everywhere, if we just open our eyes, and allow beginnings to be a part of our lives.

My friend gave me this poem a couple weeks ago, and I absolutely love it, and i have it sitting against my lamp where i do my devotions, so that i see it every morning. and it is somethig that I try to pray everyday. I am not sure what book it is from, so i cant quote it exactly...but this is it.


'Help me to believe in Beginnings.'

O God, help me to believe in beginings and in my beginning again,
no matter how often I have failed before.
Help me to make beginnings:
to begin going out of my weary mind into fresh dreams,
daring to make my own bold tracks in the land of now;
to begin forgiving,
that i may experience mercy;
to begin questioning the unquestionable
that I may know truth;
to begin disciplining
that I may create beauty;
to begin to sacrifice
that I may accomplish justice;
to begin risking
that I may make peace;
to begin loving
that I may realize joy.

Help me to be a beginning for others,
to be a singer to the songless,
a storyteller to the aimless,
a befriender to the friendless;
to become a beginning of hope for the despairing,
of assurance for the doubting,
of reconciliation for the divided;
to become a beginning of freedom for the oppressed,
of comfort for the sorrowing,
of friendship for the forgotten;
to become a beginning of beauty for the forlorn,
of sweetness for the soured,
of gentleness for the angry,
of wholeness forr the broken,
of peace for the frightened and violent of the earth.

Help me to believe in beginnings,
to make a beginning,
to be a beginning,
so that I may not just grow old,
but grow new each day of this wild, amazing life
you call me to live with the passion of Jesus Christ."

1 Corinthians 4:20

"For the kingdom of God is not a matter of talk but of power."
1 Corinthians 4:20


I forget a lot of times (cuz i tend to forget the things that matter most...unfortunately), the power in the kingdom of God. Power beyond anything our mind can even comprehend or think of. I often wonder, why do I forget these things?! And what I am realizing, is that it is Satan. Causing me, somehow, to forget, so that I am not living in that power.
We can talk about the kingdom of God all we want...and it mean or do nothing...but when we realize and focus the POWER in the kingdom...in God...thats when life really happens and when Satan and his little minions screech. the battle...


Power. I pray, that I, and you, remember the POWER of God. and not just remember it, and talk about it, but to live it. Cuz living it, is a totally different thing, and something that I feel a lot of us lack. but something that we need to be living in.

Monday, June 14, 2010

1 Peter 5:10

"And God of all grace, who called you to his eternal glory in Christ, after you have suffered a little while, will himself restore you and make you strong, firm and steadfast." 1 Peter 5:10


Suffering is a part of life. It sucks, its hard, we can't run from it, no matter how many times we try, it keeps catching up to us. We get tired and weary of running eventually. and when the right people, right God timing is there, the running will stop. There is no EASY button for life. I've been pressing the easy button all of my life, even when it hasnt seemed like it, i have been. cuz hard, just scares me.
but God promises, that tho there is suffering (cuz Jesus suffered...so why should I not suffer...why should I take an easy way out, when Jesus took the road less traveled, the hardest, more difficult route...and im trying to just sneak by......not cool.), God will bring restoration. strength. endurance. steadfastness.
I (we) have to hold onto that promise. That hope. That light.

Focus. is a very important thing, that we think too lightly of.

Be my focus LORD.

Friday, June 11, 2010

1 Corinthians 2:13

"This is what we speak, not in words taught us by human wisdom but in words taught by the Spirit, expressing spiritual truths in spiritual words."
1 Corinthians 2:13


Is this true in my life?! Does what I speak, come from what I have been taught by the Spirit? Or by the world?

I want this verse to be true of my life. thats it.

Romans 16:1-15

I will not type all this out for you all. I suggest you go and read it. But it Paul telling ppl to greet all these certain people who have helped him and who are all apart of the Church.

I love this, because as I was reading it, we are currently on a roadtrip, where basically we've been with families and/or a community of believers. and its incredible. and i feel like that is kinda what Paul did, traveled and stayed/communed with families and community. its a beautiful thing. and in this passage, he tells ppl to greet these ppl.

we are all to greet each other. to welcome each other. we are all a family, in Christ. To Fellowship. When we really embrace this, our lives and hearts will be encouraged!

So welcome someone.

Romans 15:19

"by the power of signs and miracles, through the power of the Spirit. So from Jerusalem all the way around to Illyricum, I have fully proclaimed the gospel of Christ."
Romans 15:19


This verse hits me, because Paul says he has FULLY PROCLAIMED the gospel of Christ. This makes me ask myself, is that how I am living? Am i living in a way that my life, and my words and motives and actions are fully proclaiming the gospel of Christ? How do i even do that?! Is that my ambition?! My drive?!

It just makes me question myself, and then what I see, is usually not what I want. But then I pray for a change of heart and mind. To live in the power of the Holy Spirit with a burning desire to FULLY proclaim Jesus to the world and those around me.
....

Tuesday, June 8, 2010

Romans 14:7-8

"For none of us lives to himself alone and none of us dies to himself alone. If we live, we live to the Lord; and if we die, we die to the Lord. So, whether we live or die, we belong to the Lord."
Romans 14:7-8



In the context of this verse, with what is beinng said beforehand, its talking about basically not stirring others on. or causing brothers and sisters to fall, if you know somethinng that bothers them or that they are weak in or believe differently then you in, don't stir it on. don't create dissenion or be passive/aggressive i guess is another word.
so basically, we need to be aware of the ppl around us. this life is not about us, and ppl living according to our needs. but we need to be mindful of other people's needs too. its called being selfless. and i think some of us have a really hard time w that. unfortunately. i hate to admit, that i do sometimes. or a lot of times. but i do not live for myself. or die for myself. i live for God, and when I live for God, i am living to serve other people, because that's what Jesus did. Something I need to grow in more (among a lot of other things). servanthood.

I belong to the Lord. this is truth.

I belong to the Lord.

2 in 1

So I am slacking and have 2 besides today to catch up on !!
so this is a 2 blogs in 1! :)

Matthew 5:8
"Blessed are the pure in heart, they will see God."
I want to see God. I think that God, without my knowledge, has been and is taking me thru a purifying process. For so long my desire has been to just SEE God and for His ways to be my vision, His truth to be what I see. To just see Him. In all things and to know Him more and more.
So i guess I share this verse, just because it is a desire of my heart. To be pure, and to see God.



Psalm 51:10
"Create in me a pure heart, O God, and renew a steadfast spirit within me."
Once again, pureness! I want a pure heart, because Matthew says that I will see God when I have one. and what im finding lately, is that my spirit is not very steadfast. it finds it super hard to endure. it wavers from truth, to lies. i want to be able to remain steadfast. my spirit needs renewed. all too often these days.
so this verse is my prayer.

Saturday, June 5, 2010

Galatians 5:25

"Since we live by the Spirit, let us keep in step with the Spirit."
Galatians 5:25


I feel like sometimes I am unaware of the Spirit inside of me. I just live life. But in reality, the Holy Spirit is inside of me, living through me, whether I realize it or not and if I take the time to notice, there are evidences of the Holy Spirit's work and movement everywhere in my life. but thats just the problem, sometimes i dont take enough time to notice and to give thanks to Him for His work in my life. And I think that is what this verse is saying, in my opinion. To keep in step with the Spirit, we need to be aware of The Spirit and praise Him and allow Him to work. So that we know what the Holy Spirit is doing inside of us.

Awareness I guess. Is the key.

Live. and Keep In Step.

Friday, June 4, 2010

John 8:32

"Then you will know the truth, and the truth shall set you free."
John 8:32


So I have been slacking the last couple of days. I've been just kinda worn out i guess, and I wanted to be sure that I was awake when I do my devos so I actually am with it and get something out of it.
But tonight the verse that kinda stuck with me was this verse. I have the word truth tattooed over my heart, inverted so that when i look in the mirror I can read it. and its there as a reminder of truth, and what truth is. and esp the truth God says about me. I tend to believe so many lies, and i want to believe the truth and see things the way God does.
but the great thing about this verse, is that the truth will set us free. When we KNOW truth, it will set us free. and i think when we dont just know it, but really believe and live it out, freedom will be lived out in us. cuz it doesnt say, when you BELIEVE you will be set free. but when you KNOW truth. I know a lot of truth, so it has already set me free. It's just up to me to live in that freedom that Christ has bought for me. and to walk in that truth day by day. no matter what.

i actually find myself repeating this verse more often lately, maybe God is trying to tell me something!

Know the truth and the truth will set you free.

Thursday, June 3, 2010

Matthew 6:27

"Who of you by worrying can add a single hour to his life?"
Matthew 6:27


So this wasnt my original verse for today, I just changed it, because of the events that happened tonight. Plus it goes, because I read a chapter in a book today about worrying...hmmm. maybe God was trying to tell me something!
We worry too much. Like tonight for instance, we got word that our house was flooded. that roads were flooded and everything, and we didnt want to worry or freak out about anything until we actually saw it and saw what it was really like. we could have started worrying about all of our stuff that we have and how all of it could be gone..but there was no point in that because we didnt know for sure.
turned out, all of our things are perfectly fine, except our basement and our garage. but even still, its a huge blessing. we also realized, that God allowed tina's car to breakdown a couple weeks ago, cuz if her car would have been in the garage (cuz we werent home) it would have been totally crushed and gone...where she still at least has a car to look forward to. God's provision. and there were a couple other little moments like that, like with if ppl stayed at home or not...God's provision.
We waste so much time and effort with worry. We just need to trust that whatever happens, happens and God will work out. God does have our best interest, and we should not place our trust and our worth in possessions. But in Him.

Trust God. He loves you deeply. and will look after you. and His Provision, is incredible!
PRAISE JESUS!

Tuesday, June 1, 2010

Romans 8:17

I highly suggest you read this whole chapter. it's pretty great. it's the word of God!

"Now if we are children, then we are heirs--heirs of God and co-heirs with Christ, if indeed we share in his sufferings in order that we may also share in his glory."
Romans 8:17

This morningn this verse stuck out to me the most in this chapter, and what stuck more was the last part. "if indeed we share in his sufferings..."
life is hard. especially when you are going through refinement and just everything. it sucks at times. but knowing that Jesus suffered and endured the most shameful death, and reading about all that he went through, all the physical beatings, let alone the emotional ones and all the insults and disbelief that was hurled on him. we share in that, when we are suffering and going thru hard times.
"in order that we may also share in his glory." we can only share in his glory, if we share in his sufferings.
we are children of God, if we share in his sufferings. I think it is impossible for any child of God, to have a perfect, no suffering life. I think that when you are adopted into the family of God, sufferings actually increase. And it is for God's glory, to become heirs WITH Christ. which is incredible to think about!

Monday, May 31, 2010

1 Corinthians 13:7

"love...bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things."


Love never fails. Love is hard. love is a choice. and by this definition, i fail constantly, at least thru my lenses. but one thing is certain, like it goes on to say in verse 8, Love NEVER fails. no matter what. I pray that God places a deep passion to love and to love biblically and that it will come naturally, that its not something i say "well, i dunno how." that may be true, but Jesus has shown me love, but until I really learn to accept love, and to embrace love, and to open my eyes to love, and to be willing to bear all things, to believe all things, hope all things, and endure all things...i cannot love biblically. I long to love this way. It is how I am supposed to love. It is how I am loved by Jesus. Just have to embrace. Endure. Bear. Hope. Believe.


Love.
Never.
Fails.

Sunday, May 30, 2010

Romans 6:18

"You have been set free from sin and have become slaves to righteousness."
Romans 6:18


Sometimes we don't live this way, or really believe that we have been set free from sin. or we do believe it, but we don't live as slaves to righteousness. Christ has made us righteous, and this is something we need to remember. we have a responsibility. to live for Jesus and that includes our whole being, all that we are, failures, struggles, weaknesses, stregths...goods, bads, everything!
i think our problem is we forget too often. thats a lot of my problem..sometimes..not always. satan loves to keep me from forgettig because he knows that my mind is a precious gift and tool so he messes w it and it works. but i have been set free from all the traps he puts my mind into and that i allow.i am no longer a slave to that, but a slave to righteousness. who i am in Christ.

help me remember Holy Spirit. I ask for a sound mind and a pure heart.

Saturday, May 29, 2010

Romans 6:14

"For sin shall not be your master, because you are not under law, but under grace."
Romans 6:14



Can you tell that I am reading through Romans?! hah
I read this this morning, and i just kept repeating it in my head. I think so often, i allow my sins to haunt me, to become my master. I believe lies that keep me from truth. that is sin. and I can't do that! I don't want to do that!
and the fact that I am under grace, and not the old law! Grace...is a beautiful gift. and something I need to grasp more of when it is poured out over me.
For sin shall not be your master, because... you are under grace.

I am under grace. I don't have to be under sin, I am under grace. I am under the grace of God.
Thank You Jesus!

Friday, May 28, 2010

Romans 4:20-21

"Yet he did not waver through unbelief regarding the promise of God, but was strengthened in his faith and gave glory to God, being fully persuaded that God had power to do what he had promised."
Romans 4:20-21


This part of Romans is talking about Abraham. The Father of our Faith.He is the Father, becasue He didn't waver through unbelief. He fully believed God at His word. I want that kind of faith. That kind of belief and absolute trust. Cuz i believe God is good, i know He is good, and righteous and Holy and Just and Loving.
I'm tired of believing all the things that Satan puts in my head, that keep me from having that unwavering belief, faith, trust. I want to not waver. I want to stand firm in the promises and truth of God.
I admire Abraham. and pray for faith like His.

Thursday, May 27, 2010

Romans 3:23-24

"for all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God, and are justified freely by his grace through the redemption that came by Christ Jesus."
Romans 3:23-24


we are justified freely...by His grace...through the redemption of Jesus' act on the cross. This is hopeful, and joyful truth!
Grace is a precious gift.

Today...I was blessed...by many things from God. But every day, I am blessed with the gift of eternal life, of Jesus Himself. Am i choosing to see this gift, to remember it,to see the blessings of God in each day?!?! When we choose to see the gifts and blessings of God, oh my, blessings you see!
Open the eyes of our hearts Lord. Each and every day! May we remember the cross, may we remember You Jesus.

Romans 2:28-29

"A man is not a Jew if he is only one outwardly, nor is circumcision merely outward and physical. No, a man is a Jew if he is one inwardly; and circumcision is circumcision of the heart, by the Spirit, not by the written code. Such a man's praise is not from men, but from God."
Romans 2:28-29

I feel like this is kind of an odd verse of the day for me to have. But as I was reading this morning, this verse just stuck out and reminded me that who I am, is not just what people see on the outside. Who i am, who God designed me to be, is alreayd inside of me. If I want to be true to who I am in Christ, I need to live from the inside out, and not just from the outside.
One thing I am learning about myself is that I tend to care too much of people's perception of me. I like people to think that I have it all together, even when I don't. I don't want people to see my mistakes while they are happening, I feel this need that I have to look a certain way or be "perfect" .....
this is something i've never realized that i do, and franky, im rather embarrassed that I do. But God is definately revealing to me that I live my life this way, I live my life in fear all too often, and it holds me back so much.

My praise is not from men, but from God.
I should not be living to please or to 'perform' or to live for a certain appearance, for men...but only for God.

My prayer is that I live to please God, my approval comes from God, that I'm okay with my mistakes and trust that other people can handle and deal. I don't need to be perfect. I can enjoy my time in the mistakes, make the most. my prayer is that I don't take myself too seriously anymore.

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

Hebrews 12:14

"Pursue peace with all people, and holiness, without which no one will see the Lord."
Hebrews 12:14


Once again, to quote my devotions. "Peace is a committment...making peace can be harder than waging war but it can result in harmony and happiness."
Peace as well, has a lot to do with relationships. And that is what this verse is talking about in Hebrews. Seek peace with all people. If they are not giving you peace, you be the peacemaker. be the 'bigger man' in this day and age.

i also love how it says to pursue holiness as well. and without holiness (and im assuming peace w others as well), our eyes to see the Lord will be blurred without that pursuit and without holiness and peace. So if we are not pursueing holiness (set-apartness) and peace with all people we will not see God.
So many times I think when we are struggling, we dont see God, because a lot of times, we are not seeking peace with others. if others are involved in our struggles, we usually want revenge, or we want them to be the first to say sorry or something of that sort, rather than us pursue it ourselves. we also dont pursue holiness. i dont think we think about pursueing holiness enough. holiness is a big thing. its us being totally set apart from the world, FOR God. do we really set ourselves apart for God, especially when we are struggling!?
do we pursue holiness at all costs, to see our Lord and Savior?!?!
I often don't. but I want to. and the only way I know to change that, and to pursue is to pray. to give more of my time to Jesus. to spend more time with Him. and to seek Him. read His word!



"Blessed are the peacemakers,
for they will be called sons of God."
Matthew 5:9

I want to be a peacemaker. whenever i think of a peacemaker, i think of a quiet, shy person. but thats totally wrong. a peacemaker is a warrior. is a bold person who will not stand for anything but peace, who strives for harmony between them and others. who strives for God in every part of a relationship. and every part of their own life.
God, I want to be a peacemaker. I want to see you. I want to live set-apart for You. I want to live in harmony with others. with myself. with You.

Monday, May 24, 2010

1 Corinthians 3:11

"For no one can lay any foundation other than the one already laid, which is Jesus Christ."
1 Corinthians 3:11


I'm basically sharing my devotions from this morning.
"New Testament people were attracted to the early church by expressions of God's power at work: the charachter of the leaders and the generosity, sincerity, honesty, and unity of the members...It is the power and love of Jesus radiating out of his people that is attractive to others."

I want to be attractive to others, and I want that attraction to be Jesus radiating out of me. I want to be unified, generous, honest, sincere, and full of charachter. I want to radiate Jesus.

Sunday, May 23, 2010

Make-Up

Because I missed an evening the other night, this is it!

Romans 15:13
"I pray that God, the source of hope, will fill you completely with joy and peace because you trust in Him. Then you will overflow with confident hope through the power of the Holy Spirit."


I want to overflow with confident hope in God. through His Holy Spirit. that is living inside of me. I want to totally trust God. Basically I want to be perfect, but I know that I am full of sin, and it is only by the grace and love and blood of Christ that I am made righteous. But God sees me as perfect because of Christ's righteousness.

"No guilt in life, no fear in death, this is the power of Christ in me..." (In Christ Alone by Newsboys)

I want to hope and live in the power of God. So often I forget that it is there, working inside of me even when I don't notice Him. which frustrates me a bit. But I want to just love, to embrace, and to trust, and to hope, and to be confident. in God. and to give my absolute everything. cuz lets face it, i am lazy and selfish the majority of the time. :/

But in Christ, I have a confident hope. Filled with joy and peace.
PEACE.

1 Corinthians 4:12

"We work hard with our own hands. When we are cursed, we bless; when we are persecuted, we endure it..."
1 Corinthians 4:12

This verse is amidst a passage where Paul is talking to the Corinthians on how the apostles are living. I think we as Americans, have no idea what it is like to live in persuction, to run for our lives, to not have clothes or food or anything we want really. and when we get remotely close to that, we freak out. we have no idea. i think we are so blessed, yet we take all of it for granted and we don't know how to use our blessings to the best we can. we don't know how to appreciate them.

this verse stuck out to me, becaue I tend to hate working. Like despise it kinda. And so often I look at the apostles lives, and think in my head, 'well they never had to work, they just served the Lord and traveled all the time!' which its my dream to just travel for Jesus. But this verse, and there are others, show that the apostles had to work to survive. They worked hard, harder than I probably can even imagine, we all have to make an ends meet. and our work, no matter what kind of labor, is all part of our ministry. Is all a part of our lives that are for God.

Friday, May 21, 2010

Fervor (Acts)

Right now I am reading through Acts, and reading about Paul and his travels and his life of such fervor for the will and gospel of Jesus Christ. It is amazing and inspiring to see how drastically Jesus changed His life and used Paul.
So I'm going to cheat tonight and share a couple verses...WHOOPSIE! hope you don't mind. It's God's word, so its truth!


Acts 20:24
"However, I consider my life worth nothing to me, if only I may finish the race and complete the task the Lord Jesus has given me--the task of testifying to the gospel of God's grace."
Is my focus, or have I allowed the grace of God to have such an impact on me, that i consider my life worth nothing to me...and am so focused on testifying of God's grace and goodness....?!?! I think in this day and age, we are too focused on ourselves, on our lives and what we want...we forget that God has bestowed on us this abundant sea of Grace that we constantly swimming in...we somehow forget that...and testify to our trials, our circumstances...and not of this amazing grace.
Our focus needs shifted. We need to really allow the grace of God to change us and to open our eyes and to praise God for that. Set our hearts on things Above.

Acts 20:27
"For I have not hestitated to proclaim to you the whole will of God."
How often do we hestitate to tell people the whole will of God? For ourselves, for others?! Why do we let fear hold us back?


Acts 20:31
"So be on your guard! Remember that for three years I never stopped warning each of you night and day with tears."

This scripture comes after when Paul was talking to the Ephesian Elder's and warning about False Teachers and those turning and distorting the truth...
i love the fact that it says, for 3 yrs...nonstop...Paul warned them. I don't know if I can actually comprehend what this looks like...because I am like a golfish and forget constantly even just the little things, unfortunately. This is something I am praying through too. Our minds need to be sharp, so that we can warn people, so that we can remember and be aware of the things around us and the people in our lives and to serve them the best we can, and to speak God's truth.


Lastly:
Acts 21:14
"When he would not be dissuaded, we gave up and said, 'The Lord's will be done.'"

This is when the ones who were with Paul, were trying to plead with Paul from going into Jerusalem becasue a Prophet came to Paul and basically (in short) said that theJews will find Paul and hand him over to the Gentiles. Then Paul says this...
"why are you weeping abd breaking my heart? I amready not only to be bound, but also to die in Jerusalem for the name of the Lord Jesus." (verse 13)

Paul was ready, he didn't hestitate or seem to think twice. He was ready for whatever was to come, whatever the LORD had for him. People tried to tell him otherwise, to not go forward because of what was to come...and Paul was so persistent in what he was supposed to do, that they finally gave up becasue they realized Paul was not going to change his mind. He was going.
How often are we the people who plead to run away from the oppression or trouble?!
How often does it take us to "give up" after much pleading, and say...'The Lord's will be done.'??


Just some things to think about.
May we be a people of fervor(passion, earnestness). Focused on the grace of God, His will, the life of Jesus Christ. Proclaiming His truth, in love.